The Dreams I Dream For You

You taste the tears

You're lost in sorrow

You see your yesterdays

But I see tomorrow

You see the darkness

I see the spark

You know your failures

I know your heart

The dreams I dream for you are deeper than the ones you're clinging to

More precious than the finest thing you knew

Truer than the treasure you pursue

Let the old dreams die like stars that fade from your view

Take the cup I offer and drink deeply of the dreams I dream for you

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When do you think King Saul's son Jonathan knew he would not become the next king? When was that moment that it hit him? that sudden, sinking revelation...

Have you wondered what Daniel's life was like before he was taken captive? Did they live in fear of the utter destruction? or were they living their lives in ignorant bliss?

Or perhaps the most poignant example of all: what sort of fearful - or even hateful - thoughts ran through Joseph's head as he was carted off to Egypt? When did he decide he would not hold on to his anger toward his brothers? Very unlike his Uncle Esau who nursed his bitterness ~ Joseph nursed his relationship with his Creator.

We read these passages and the story is over in a matter of verses.  I think sometimes we forget the months and years of suffering, fear and doubt that threatened to overtake these men.  At any point they could have chosen to forget God.  How different things would have turned out - for all of us - had they made different choices!  No matter how long the relief seems to be coming - No matter how tiresome this road seems to be - No matter how backwards this life seems to be ... our great God loves us.  He wants good and wonderful things for us.  And this life isn't all there is! It's hard to let our dreams die.  Very few of us turn out like Daniel or Joseph with positions of power, respect and position; some of us may turn out like Jonathan, in death.  But I would like to turn out like each of them - in humble submission to the road the Lord has laid out.  Understanding that each day brings new mercies and strength.  Searching for God's goodness and truth.  To bring glory to the God of my fathers, my Creator, my Savior.

"Let the old dreams die - like stars that fade from your view. And drink deeply from the dreams I dream for you."

Life can be lumpy

We like to have breakfast food for dinner sometimes. Pancakes are so, so yummy! - not to mention, quick and easy on a busy evening! Usually we put applesauce on top of them and then drizzle with pure Ohio maple syrup.  In season we'll drop some blueberries into the batter.  As for meat - crumbled sausage or bacon - my mouth waters as it cooks.  Usually each one of the kids wanders into the kitchen to fawn over the stove (and not too subtly hoping for a little piece off the serving plate).  Then when it's all served, and the syrup rolls into the meat ... not one complaint! Everyone's eating and asking for more!!
You might find it silly that this is considered a good dinner in our home.  I'm not a great cook.  Even after all this time, I often apologize for what's set before my family at the table.  Even such a simple meal as pancakes and bacon can be messed up, as I recently found out.  There are 2 things that I do when making pancakes you aren't supposed to do.  The first thing is, out of habit, I smash the pancake with the turner after I flip it.  Apparently pancakes are much fluffier if you don't do that.  The second thing I do, I like to stir the batter until it's smooth.  But according to the box, the lumps cook out and the batter cooks better when it's stirred less.

Our life has been, well, pretty lumpy lately.  A few nights ago I set out to make our beloved pancake dinner.  Only, we didn't have any meat.  Nor did we have multi-grain mix - it was an off brand, bleached flour box.  We didn't have applesauce; we didn't even have butter.  I used old margarine packs I'd taken home from restaurants over the years.  We didn't even have real maple syrup.  I had to use karo syrup.  I am someone who talks about my life easily, and I don't mean it as a complaint.  It's just how life is; this is what's happening.  But I'm finding, the lumpier things get - and the longer it's left lumpy - the more I feel like complaining.  That night especially, I felt like complaining. I was telling God how frustrated I am that I can't even give my children and husband a decent meal.  In the middle of my pity-party, for some reason, I read the side of the box - the "tips" for making better pancakes.  I read "Leave batter slightly lumpy. The lumps come out in the baking. Less stirring makes for a more tender pancake."

Silence.

The thought struck me ~  I am wishing God would stir the lumps out of the batter and make us smooth.

But maybe God's plan is different - what if I'm not listening.  Maybe it's time to put us on the griddle and let the heat cook out the lumps.

Only, ... I'm afraid of the heat.
And yet,
The longer I'm in the bowl, the stiffer I'm becoming.  I want to be a tender pancake.

"Cast your care upon the Lord and He will sustain you" Psalm 55:22
"Humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may lift you up in due time." I Peter 5:6

the Kindergarten Chapel - a Tribute to Mrs. Edenfield

This was KR chapel in the '10-'11 school year.  We are grateful for Mrs. Edenfield and her time at VCA.  We pray God's hand of blessing and guidance on the entire family as they move on to something new and exciting!

Burglars Beware

No secret is safe.
 No hidden treasure can remain hidden.
Rocks have been overturned and crevices have been sealed.

We are stealth...